fun fact: once in biology my teacher told us that “if you’re ever crying wipe the tears all over your face and they’ll help clear up your skin” then he explained that because tears are designed to clear dust and dirt from your eyes and will do the same for your skin and clear up acne and i remember thinking “excellent, fandom will make me beautiful”
this isn’t how i want to be remembered
He doesn’t say anything.
But it is alright.
He tries to put on his best blank stare
as he looks at me
but I know what his eyes really say.
So I stop him before he can even utter a word.
Whatever the hell we were
no longer exists
and I know that.
Whatever the hell we won’t be,
I’ve also come to terms with that,
too,” I say.
"I’m-," he begins.
Do not apologize
for feelings you cannot control.
That’s like me saying
for loving you.”
And I am not sorry.”